LIFE IS A BALANCING ACT!!!

Monday, September 12, 2011

Ramblings....when I want cuz I can

I think I am always so worried about my blog being some cohesive thread of thoughts and posts that I only seem to add to it very sporadically.  Not sure if that will change or not based on this declaration...but I am going to just post what I want, ramble from time to time and makes this somewhat of a personal space that happens to be public.

I have been in a funk lately but I am really trying to fight it.  There is not one major think I can point to to blame nor is there one major thing that is my symptom of how I know.  I am just fighting the blues more and truth be told I think I am just really tired from working full time for the past 21 years with all financial responsibility resting solely on my shoulders.  That is how it is being a single parent and I know I am blessed that I have been able to go in an incline of a career path with increased salary and lifestyle.  But...that does not mean I am not still tired and would not love being able to take a bit of a step backwards if I had a spouse that could pick up the slack.  Ok...that is just a bit of where my head is at I guess.

I have been doing some cooking lately which has been nice.  I made a fabulous chicken curry crockpot dish, a good mexican crockpot dish and last night I cooked with a leek for the first time.  Yum!  Saturday morning I went down to the farmers market, for the first time this year believe it or not, and I wound up with some garlic, shallots, leeks, fingerling potatoes and a beautiful bouquet of flowers.  Some of the garlic is for eating and some is for planting in the garden. 

Last night I steamed the potatoes and cooked the leeks in butter and olive oil.  I also cooked and crumbled some bacon.  I tossed all the ingredients together and let them fry up a bit and it was just lovely.  I am definitely going to plant fingerling potatoes this spring.

I am home sick today and won't go into details.  I can be up and about a bit and am going to work on getting out a few fall decorations.  I am ready for the summer heat to be gone and survey says it will be leaving this week.